This is a song about "Despair destruction"

So i can write about my life of sina couple bottles of gin

Well here's an introduction to the sudden seduction of destruction/

So right before i sleep, dear god, what i'm askin

Its leaving nothing but resent and destruction

Yessir... momma looking puerto rican and she got the best hair

I felt hate and ugliness leaving my body along with despair.

From the threads of despair

I'm love stoned and i could swear

I split the blunt and rolled the fat one up deadly -- babylon beware

Aimed directly at his face, her face bled with dismantled despair.

Causing death and destruction

You're uncool like my mother kin

I’ve seen this young’un on the train, i had to pick his brain

The quintessential destruction of the rap game,

It's a meaningless cycle of despair

They're tryin to say that i don't care