This is a song about "Depression suicidal thoughts suicide life struggle money problems pills sadness"

If we focused on our problems like we did on getting money, you'd think we'd get somewhere honey?

I wake up at the slightest peep, and my sheets are 3 feet deepi guess it's hard for you to see

Life sentence, court order, hearing the journeys thoughts

My self esteem was like me, tall and full of flaws

Of life; it's awesome despite the problems and grief embedded through

I steady the flow, ready to blow like snotty tissue

I see that i've got problems in my own life, in my grown ass style.

So i'm hurting. me effort is apparent she not fertile

Money come and money go still money problems addin up

Blowing that money here, making money in europe

But never that, i'm hungry for success and i never fast

There are so many problems in my life that i gotta get past

Cause see way back, i thought to fuck with you was impossible

Now he's feeling suicidal, his life story is made a fable,

Mo money mo problems when i get it i'm a pile it up

Drinking liquor and i'm looking for some hoes to fuck