This is a song about "Cry my self to sleep"

When i held you i used to cry

So let me tell you about this guy

This verse was a message to my sixteen year old self

So i just pray and hope god, take a light to myself

Fuck me the monster said, somehow the monster's dead

I can't get to sleep with this thought in my head,

Most nights i cry myself to sleep because of all the negatives that were told to me,

Damn, why they take another soldier?i load my clip before my eyes blurry, don't worry

Ain’t nobody fuckin’ with my clique

Demons torture me in my sleep

If i ever bleed dmv you can hear it when i speak

As i lay me down to sleep my insanity hits it's peak

Self made from my skin to my shoes, size 18 so i know im in the view

And no matter what they do, there will never be another you

If you a freak, i can take you to your peak

Standing out side my house right now wait for me to sleep