This is a song about "Crippling anxiety"

Wish you was around now to see what i've become see

This anxiety is burning me to the thousandth degree,

But in the midst of all this anger and this angstnever once did you heard me say

Much like sobriety brings anxiety to alcoholics day after day.

I wish that i could stop and say goodbye to my anxiety.

Sometimes you go stores and buy everything that you see

Anxiety, anxiety, tripping over reality

That flies me to places, with spaceships, that don't need money

And a nose full of chowder, he's choppin' up all the doubters see

Can't wait for summer, might just so see a preacher, with my anxiety

Smoke purp anxiety stays down

Everytime you come around

Spray by the book and you'd get guys crippling

My mind potent like you high off keys or something

Forreal, i got a pole in the basement

I bet when im about 80 ill be crippling, but