This is a song about "Connor is trying to be black"

Looked to the heavens and asked him to make a better way

You seem to be alright with what you're trying to say,

Only trying to be human with red eyelids

Have you with professional killas, chasing hits

Badly affect by society, trying to be somebody and not someone,

You must have won every pageant in america when you was young

If i ain't get em yet, believe their name is on the short list

In the near future, i'm just trying to be honest

So i tried to show her about the world and about just who we really are

You know from me it is slaughter, like trying to be free that's all i got to offer

Trying to front like they dont know what respect is

Oh yeah we're old as fuck, we didn't have our glasses

My four-four's givin payback

Who happens to be black

Quit trying to be somebody's boss and just be a leader,

Don't always fuck me good, i'm just too cheap to divorce her