This is a song about "Bitch named noele used me all through middle school used me for five dollars"

I used to say i wanted to dive into my grave, but you helped me

Fuck you bunch is here, never disrespect my family

Doin twenty to life in san quentingettin calls from my nigga mike tyson, ain't nuttin nice

That you were never, any good for me, it was always my fault, i used to believe,

It used to get to me, to the old me

Knowing you can no longer party

Coached for the brains, all they're used for is intelligence

She glammed up behind that eyeliner i know there's tears

Bitch just let me think it all through...

This nation's peace sent here to run you

Family is all i need but indeed them too can run me right up a tree

So, naturally, catastrophe and atrophy used to be attached to me.