This is a song about "Being sad and happy"

Hopped on the pulpit and told them how i was truly blessed

Im confused and distressed, happy yet im depressed

By anotha lil' boy and this is what he said

Is the one that kept you happy and fed...

You the party baby i'm just the guest list

And the happy ones that will one day cease to exist.

Its so sad he pretending, hate to tell ya dawg you ain't got no happy ending

Martin luther i must’ve seenmixtape, mix ya body with tapethat’s what that green’ll bring

You was bigger than an artist

They thought i was happy, bubbly and weird

I ride by bumping shine, i do just that

And i'm here for you if you ever feelin sad

I still struggle to try and be happy, every damn day,

Haters dont know what to say club feel like the first of the month today