This is a song about "Being in my own world"

The engine in back of my car

In my own avatar

I'll whip a 750 if it's black on chrome

Live long in the hands of my own, 

Never bad-handing nothing, therefore i grind

Introspective, always in my own mind,

Cause everytime you come around

Turned my world in to a play ground

Then i redecorated, that mean my tables turned

The only girl i love..the dove in my lonely world/

When the monsters and demons in my own head fear me

As i seenobody cares about my history

He said that he rather put the pump to his face

I'm a slave to my own rage, no blonde in this world is safe.