This is a song about "Being deppressed and being lonley"

I'm done chasing you and being loyal

Don’t wanna have me then somebody will

When i talk about money all you see is the struggle

Being a father grand father and an uncle,

Instead of being thanked for his heart and his spirit,

The shit is so bare, my diary isn't hid

Fuck being an architect and kissing ass,

But girl you’re special like i met you in the slow class

And so the muscle flow is something you can't get no muzzel for

I had visions of growing old and being a grandfather,

Blow up and being in a position

I guess i'm leftwich cause i still get to win

I'm my own human being and i wish you could be seeing

So now we in the hotel, mirrors on the ceiling

The best part of you ran down your mums leg and ended up being

If not i'm hoping that this letter could convey how i'm feeling