This is a song about "Being a 16 year old girl who had it rough but will push through no mater what"

I understand it can be, but in my opinion, not that rough

Red berry everywhere, got puff getting jealous

But i will be my old self again in no time

No religion i was getting saved by the glock nine

Had to teach the bitch manners, now i gotta learn her

I had visions of growing old and being a grandfather,

Got the perfect plan to help me get her

A year ago i thought i had no future

Chica-go-getter from odd future, used to ride solo

But i had no idea what cancer had in store for me though.

More crazy than an eighty year old lady, who just made a baby in back

You been aching for that cuz what they playing on the station is wack

When he was undressing said it'll only be a minute

You had a lot of happiness but always wanted more of it

You're trying to raise 2 bad kids on your ownand there's no way i can pay you back

I'm a nineteen year old middle-class upstanding white kid who would have guessed that?