This is a song about "Being a"

Or was i just a desolate being

She was so stuck, a fool in love with the wrong thing

And the life i live is hell see, i never thought i'd see

Of being a ballplayer superstar like stephon marbury.

They don't see my vision, grown man mission

Blow up and being in a position

Never wrong at any level

And still being a rebel

Come downstairs with nothing but a shoe string

I believed in a higher being.

Stir up all these feelings inside of her

Too afraid of being a loser

Diagnose/ me for being a maniacal fanatic

You're goin' to hear this and begin to ride on my dick