This is a song about "Awful life"

In a constant state of awful hate to compensate

Take yo' chick, with no complaints, she say my shit oh so great

And after you take this "l", you'll just be awful

Just me with all y'all, that'd be so wonderful

Dreamin on a lullaby

Need some weed, awful dry

I tell them killers they ain't figure what they fightin' for

My son's a ball of blubber, about as awful as my daughter

I've never smoked in my life

Before we see it's hard to live

? all white but the phantom is all black

Just give her back. or life, life, life expect attack.

You gotta look at reality, understand that shit so you don't get caught

Lucifer's shooting ya, crucified on crucifixes and the awful lot,

Becoming someone you don't recognize

I write about your part in my life life life