This is a song about "Almost dieting"

I was so sincere like nas first name

I was broken almost took cocaine

Know it good when she go no hands

I literally almost shit my pants/

Would look at us all the time

I've turned out almost fine,

But that throat she got have a nigga stuck

Almost stopped rapping, this the follow up

I lost hope almost roped myself

Monday through monday we be cashing checks

Almost kill and robbed from malice.

Always knew where the pot was

Almost lose control, lost sanity

Did the best i could, raised in insanity