This is a song about "About myself"

Tell myself everyday

As: i forgot it’s mother’s day

Fall in love with defeat, throw my endeavors on the shelf

All my life i've been struggling with myself,

Feeling like these rap niggas ain't as real as they say

I rap to myself out loud about how beautiful the day

Growing up by myself

Sweet, okay makes sense

Relying on myself

And if you pay for that yourself

Fuck jealous from myself

I'm on deck i'm up next

Relying on myself

Wish i could shed all these tears

Im feeling so lonely only myself

Monday through monday we be cashing checks