This is a song about "About a guy not note i got me when im trying so hard for him to love me"

Half of my game? yo, that shit be a lie

Especially a guy like me someone so shy,

Im like a devil rebel to the cocky jockey, you see me grindin mining all the gold

Zone hoping to write a fully written apology note im an oddity so it wont

It's all lies, about me trying to suicide

Murder for murder, the beef recycled is light

Trying to get me hammered, or what not

Fuck that job been around that block

She loved seeing me having a hard time trying to breathe.

Done be ashamed-it ain't no thang, i used to blow trees

Cuz if i hit it now these feelings take a different route

So when i fell i fell hard bc u offered me a way out

For all the pedicures i've given to their camel toes they bring

So it's time for me to stop writing, or i'll roast the rappers that's trying.

Trust me when i say it this guy doesn't want me near him

Can you blame her? hundred dollars for them bitches wann’t a option