This is a song about "A wish life was beautiful"

I had a beautiful girlfriend back home but then i moved away which i was gone

One way or another you'll be givin it up, huhi guess cause i'm black born

Yeah, you feelin' me, more than a hot bop in a wet dream you wish was reality.

That's gon' make it hard to smile in the futurebut through whatever you see

Now you wish i was dead,

Code red, which means you go red

Battle field got all bloody, but it was all beautiful like a rose in red

Leasin' a vehicle quick enough to see people that don't even exist yet

I'm hoping i confess

My life was such a mess,

Call me an emo, but im actually not one, just cause i wish my life was done,

I'm grand theft auto, racketeering, larceny, conspiracy, murder one

Sometimes i sit and i wonder and ponder, life is so beautiful,

Cause every girl i deal and fuck, it's always against her will