This is a song about "A boy i like"

I'm in the middle of a bad bitch sandwich, yea

Golden, just like pony boy i will stay.

When i was just a boy

Turn the hate on, eyes on me with their kiddie coy

Awkward kid in need of a mom who cared/ dressed like a boy

Crystal clear zoned mirror , need please on knees deplete destroy

Didn't know her but i'm confirming that she sure gurgled dick

I know i'm a skinny white boy who raps like a drug addict

Like you watching a church gathering take place, lookin' boy

My attitude is shitty i show city joy

My father's dead, well i don't know, we'll never fucking meet

Am i a one man boy band, nah this ain't no backstreet,

I got a "hell yeah" from dre looking boy

The world's too much for the soul to enjoy