Masked

It's like I'm wearing a mask in my own home,

So many people but I still feel all alone,

How long I've been living like this? I don't know,

Everything is repeating and going slow.

 

They say why you always depressed,

You have no reason to be stressed,

Why do my feelings mean so less,

So it was me creating this mess?

 

"You're perfectly fine on the outside,

Head to toe you're looking all right.

Why would someone like you,

Wanna commit suicide?

If you appreciate the shit we give,

You'd be just fine."

 

This makes me wanna run and hide,

Makes me wonder why I'm alive,

Took a while but now I realize,

All my life I was just deprived,

 

Really I don't give a shit.

Just because you say it,

doesn't make me believe it,

Said I'm a disappointment...

Fuck this.

 

It's like I'm wearing a mask in my own home,

So many people but I still feel all alone,

How long I've been living like this? I don't know,

Everything is repeating and going slow.