This Mind of mine

This Mind of mine kind and blind designed to be wild surprised it survived

the chaos of a deadbeat creep manipulating me

psychosis got me goin crazy

look okay i'm crazy

I ain't tryna fight back, but damn you see

I suffer from autism and ADHD like freak

Oh don't forget your mental illnesses

how could I forget that, you remind me every goddamn time

society

They provokin' suicide but as soon as signed they grieve to deceive you

I've met depression on numerous days to this day

I always thinking bout suicide it provides a guide to die

I just wanna fucking die

do I really?

Realistically they really want me to but I don't

give in they say

misery is a curse it will be painless

pick up that sharp blade

go ahead do it

DO IT NOW they say

I don't want to but I don't have a choice they take over when I'm being

disobedient, help me please

put the blade to your throat and slice they keep saying

it's that easy you'll be free from misery

NO I AM STRONGER THAN YOU

MY URGES DON'T DEFINE ME

MY SCARS DON'T DEFINE ME

I WILL FIGHT TILL MY LAST DYING BREATH !

So, I just need someone to talk to, kinda rushed to me

save me from My Psychosis demons feeding on me