Alone

I don't like being alone cuz thats when I really get into my thoughts

 

I stay true to myself than being fake like the rest of these thots

 

I need someone to stay by me or I get lost in my fucking head

 

cuz when im in bed all im thinking about is being dead

 

I wish I had a different story cuz I dont like the way im living

 

messing around with the wrong people now momma think im a heathen

 

I do all this shit to make me feel like im not alone

 

but lately aint got nothing to do so now im starting to zone

 

see im missing you jahseh you taught me everything I know

 

even though your not here my love for you will always grow

 

I get so fucking mad cuz all I wanna do is be alone

 

but I dont at the same time so that feeling is still unknown

 

I cant wait till all this shits over and im back at school with my people

 

cuz im done with being stuck in what I call a ''Deep Hole'''

 

and then maybe ill be ''happy'' and maybe ill be''free''

 

I hoping one day jahseh you will be proud of me