Note VII - Im Not Sorry

* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JHLMAltOs9Q *

* Writtin to Role Model Beat *

* BLM the BBC doesn't *

 

Good Morning //

 

Fell asleep to the sound of the Devil snoring //

 

My Life its so fucking boring //

 

Sick of my own family //

 

looking at me like I feel out the tree //

 

Shocked that im not who they want me to be //

 

Part of my life but not part of my Movie //

 

Id want my mama played by Dame Judy //

 

But little more gloomy //

 

Making her life her sons primary duty //

 

Fucking him up like with a submachine gun uzi //

 

 

 

 

Fuck you all //

 

So built up I could run though walls //

 

Dreaming and Dreaming of the Angel who Falls //

 

Still can't believe I won't see you with my Eyeballs //

 

Got to move on, Got to stop seeing you in Biggy Smalls Songs //

 

You died when I was little time to move on //

 

Got stop getting fucked by this aftermath strap-on //

 

Like living in a house with all the taps left on //

 

Water flowing everywhere //

 

Better Hold on //

 

The house shifting //

 

it feels like King Kong //

 

The Roof will have caved in by the End of this song //

 

 

 

Im happy how I am //

 

Keep my chin above the surface //

 

My head out the sand //

 

Dont Ever Think Of Holding My Fucking Hand //

 

Dont Think you can last a 100ft fall //

 

Into a handstand //

 

Im not saying sorry for being who I am //

 

Never been one for physical connections //

 

I am Who I am //

 

Born Feral without his fucking Mam //

 

Im not sorry for myself //

 

I like who I am //

 

But im not being domesticated //

 

Have You Got That? Godam //

 

How my times do I have to say sorry for being who I am //

 

Fuck this shit, booking flights to Amsterdam //

 

But before I do level this house with a battering Ram //

 

"How Does This SHIT suit the programme" //

 

I Dont Give a Fuck I Am Who I Am //

 

 

Fake Sympathy from relatives from a young age //

 

Acting like they read my book and were on the same page //

 

I wanted to send them home with a 12 gauge //

 

"Hello Auntie Great to see you again" //

 

Ignored the fighting, like us the Ukraine //

 

My life was a turd, and they pulled the chain //

 

Ignoring their relatives never again //

 

Will me and my brother play this fucking game //

 

Happy Fucking Family's, Pft More like finding a Vain //

 

Remember us from last time, because never again //

 

Im a visiting family who ignores the pain //