Real me

Smoke a pack a day people say i gay

Always drinking never thinking about the consequences i make

I can clearly see the mistakes that i made

I'm so afraid that i prayed.

 

Feel like i'm drowning

Counting down the days that i change my surroundings

Wish i could grow wings but i gotta buy rings

People always bully me but now they see

This is the real me

 

Ain't the type for relationships

One minute i'm in your bed the next minute i cut the thread

had a girlfriend she dumped me now i'm free

I'm always sick , people call me a prick cuz i always playing tricks

This is the real me

 

I have suicidal thoughts so i fought

Then you came to my rescue then changed my view

I started making right choices gave up drugs left the thugs

Go to church i always read the verse

This is the real me

 

You changed me , this is who i wanna be

Now i'm free

I believe in everything

I'm now on the right side

You guided me , changed my opinion on the world

This is the real me

 

I thank you and the whole crew

I'm now new

I know the truth i achieved youth

I've choosen my path

This is the real me