Hold Me

I was really hoping that we could have something

Thought about our future but didn't see it coming

You'll be living with another family and your kids happily jumping

Numbing the pain I can't be running away from and

See each other acting like we never shared the loving

Enjoy the other side of life in a push of a button

It's a struggle to juggle all your troubles pretending it was nothing

Glad you found another lover it has been a long day

Playing with elastic band rubs me the wrong way

Cause I realized when I pull you, you start snapping on me

Always the one who keeps your teeth clenched together

Maybe relationships are not meant forever

Wishing you got someone who listens better

And be holy, take you out for karaoke

Someone who never makes you feel lonely

But before you go if I have a chance please

 

I'm asking what's the problem and you saying that there isn't

How do we even solve 'em when you're staying so distant

Yea don't stop talking I'm just going by my instincts

We're already at rock bottom and I do not feel like living

No longer feel the spark when we kissing

Took it so far but we started the ignition

In disguise online gave up my trust and take advantage that I'm forgiving

Questioning if I actually got baited and hooked when you were fishing

Perhaps I'm just desperate for affection

Still have memories of our connections every second

My chest, my lungs are congested

I guess life crumbs I'll accept it

It's obvious this was not intended

Hurting feelings even though we never really meant it

This was not expected

Wondering how much I'm affected

Clearly something's wrong and I know you see my perspective