forget about me

you where the one the only one I could see

your the only one that knew how it should be

 

but know I'm blind and can't see

I wish i treated you right but instead,

I treated you badly

 

why did I do this to you

why did I do this to you

why did I do this to you

 

i just wanted to be the man who treated you right

the one you would never fight

the man who had a million plans

to be better than any of the ones before goddam

but instead,

I became my own worse fear I made you more Stressed

then any man before me now I'm a mess

is this a test

now I am blind and I cant see what fuck I wanna be

 

why did I do this to you

why did I do this to you

why did I do this to you

 

I have a drug problem I know but that doesn't mean I don't love you

now all I've got the coldest biddy blues

at this point, I wouldn't mind a noose

it would definitely help me cut loose

what I did has no excuses

so I won't say a word to you

so please if make you feel better

 

forget about me

 

because all I want to see is you happy

full of glee and healthy why is love so nasty

you came outta the blue and brought back my sanity

but now I feel like I'm falling out of reality

what we had was pulp fiction

both of us fighting our own struggle of addiction

 

while i was a wanna be a mobster

pretending to flex smoking and eating fake lobster

looking up to the like of Vincent Vega

you went on dates with your m and vodka

just like Mia Wallace and her coke

while I would never stop smoking and tripping

where did leave me nothing but a joke

 

why did I do this to you

why did I do this to you

why did I do this to you

 

is there nothing I can do to make this up to you

i wish this was just the flu

but its a really big issue

and there is really is nothing I can do to make this up to you

i hope you're okay and you'll live another day

maybe somehow

maybe someway

I'll see you again someday