unmasked by love

My head spins around, in round,

Im buried so damn deep underground,

I want to escape, I pound and pound,

but no one seems to hear a sound,

 

if you look into my damn eyes,

you can see all the lies,

lies that im happy, that im ok,

its the reason why no one wants to stay,

 

wearing my mask everyday,

there will never be a day where i wont be wearing that damn thing,

constantly smiling,

while on the inside i am banging and screaming,

someone please come save me,

 

I am drowning,

my heart is pounding,

someone gonna save me? that im doubting,

wait who is this? Someone found me and bringing me in?,

 

into a hug, not letting me go, and wont take a no,

shit he really loves me,

hello everybody this is the new me,

no more mask, now im free!

 

me and him we crazy,

but at least he cares about my safety,

shit he actually treats me like a fucking lady,

damn, he really is my baby,

 

at times I really want to flee,

to not go diving in deep,

deep into feelings and explaining my meaning,

fuck I really must be dreaming,

 

can anyone please explain this meaning?