I Will Fly Hol' Up
• Written by Arete
Sometimes I feel like I wanna die and I don’t know why
My friends are telling me smoke something and get high
That’ll take the problems away and make all my worries fly
But inside I know that's just a fucking lie
So I keep my head up when I’m walking down the street
No one can tell I’m suffering my own hell
Why don’t I just kill myself I’m far to deep
Look at others success I’ve already failed
Maybe I’m a masochist that likes this shit
Feeling all the pain of the void when hits
I’m just a pebble holding boulders
When the fuck am I gonna break
I don’t know but the pressure feels great
My role models are dead so I’m trying to be the instead
And suffer through this thing called life till I’m pumped full of led
Living life as a black man its statistical got to know its realistical
I don’t wanna go out like that but the shit is like that
Many of the greats have met their fate due to that gat
Make a nigga wanna give up matter fact
But I’mma keep pushing till I see the POPO in my rear view
"Go on, baby, scream to God, he can't hear you
I can feel your heart beatin' fast 'cause it's time to die
Gettin' high, watchin' time fly"
Using Tupac lines feeling like I’m gonna die
Yeah
Baby I'm gone die
Just know that when I do
That I will fly
Yeah
I will fly
I will fly
Flying
Tell my mama and my daddy I’m sorry for being morbid
I just really had to say this cause my vision is distorted
Rappers raping ‘bout death all over in a flashes
White suits and brown caskets
Damn
I wanna be an exception cause my lyrics are myself expression
My life is going right but I know it can make a left quick
So I write these lines to make sure I don’t lose my own mind
Yeah
Rap is a medicine to check a nigga head
Some end up dead but some end up lead
To the path of riches and bitches and living quick sin
But at the end of the day I be my own man
Fate is sealed but you don’t know the real
So live each day like you took the red pill
Don’t be scared to live how you feel
Everyone dies so be the one who chills
Yeah
Baby I'm gone die
Just know that when I do
That I will fly
Yeah
I will fly
I will fly
Flying
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About the Artist
Arete
Member since June 4 2019