soby's sweet 16: death & its min...

The problem with life is death it can come any second

Telling myself I am too young to go so ease the stressing

Gimme the Jesus blessings im pleading for another

Season swear the trees and scenery is something

Seen in heaven

Every plan I ever had is bound to collapse

So im asking my ass if the path i ran was worth the batttle

my Battery is running low

Overheated bout to blow

Drafting scenarios I am quickly loosing all my hope

5 months in a hospital or 1 month on my own

Do I choose to keep my money or the time that I feel owed

Through the high and lows you can bet my eyes arose

to thousand lies I thrown to guys I wanna pull back what I told

and its just like a vault, I got some problems they don’t know I keep in

You talk with confidence until you get thrown in the deep end

My ass is weeping im repeating all the pain my family seen

the shit was unavoidable its in the family tree

Im pulling results off the internet

Wondering if ill ever get to play another instrument

will I have a chance to love again

nother hug to give again

Or will my name be penned into the cemetery cement