Depression (Freestyle)

I'm tryna not be sad

I'm tryna not get mad

I'm tryna not to make a big slip

I'm tryna hold a firm grip

I'm tryna stay the same

I'm tryna stay tamed

I am just trying to keep all i have maintained

I am just tryna see what all i have left to gain

 

But that's not always so possible

Tryna stay happy is plausible

I'm trying not to die, i'm irrational

 

I'm tryna grab the phone

i'm tryna go back to home!

I'm sick of bein alone

 

So please baby i ask for one more damn hug

Don't you leave me! Don't you leave us

I don't wanna hear a snap and our relationship TURN TO SOME DAMN DUST!

Every act of love feels like a damn stunt now

This ain't love it's some damn lust now

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some fake love now..