Dear Depression

 

dear depression,

you come and go like da seasons

But Somehow you always manage to make your way and stay

but never with good reasons

do you even know the pain you're causing me?

do you know you have my mind lost at sea?

a fight that's not worth fighting for

one after the other, but always just another closed door

no one can save me now

i really don't know how

you're in control of my life

scars on my wrists, scars on my thighs

and it feels like there's no way out

instead i just always go about

i try and i try to escape from your grip

but you pull me right back in by my fingertip

can't you see i've had enough?

can't you see i'm not that tough?

maybe the voices in my head are right

maybe i should give up the fight

and it's not that i wouldn't

it's just that maybe i shouldn't

what would my friends do

What would ma family say

they can be the reasons i push through this fight

please just leave already.

i can't keep letting you make me feel so unsteady

it's time to separate myself from you

cause every day it's the same feeling of being blue

the other side is just a step away

but maybe it just could wait another day

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