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see the pain you try to hide,
its okay to cry
, its part of life
see the ski mask
you hide behind ya
stay on that grind,
all the time bruh
 
 
embrace these dark skies
soon there will be light,
so keep up that fight
use the words inside the mind,
combine them into a rhyme
all the time
dont need the fame
dont need the shine
keep it underground
thats fine
need to learn to forgive
so i can forget, the passed
get passed it, you see i will never quit
you said i could never handle this, handled it
you say the flame would die, but i am still lit
im solid as fuck, call me a brick,
ive survied this shit, so give some credit
i deserve it, i feel like im dead,
in the ditch, hate me if you must
icrush your soul to ashes
whatever it takes, give no fucks
turn you to dust, if you must, give me the smoke
im ready to light these matches.
aint here to joke, aint here to catch the bullet in my teeth
im here to put this fist in your throat
dont care if you miss me, this is the real me
aint here to give you any hope
this is just sad poetry,
alrready lost, already got the rope
aint here to give you moneyim already broke
got no money, but you have the urge ask me
what a joke, cleary but im
im just here to do me, make music
for you, so you can listin to me,
use these verses, for me to
its theraputic, its my therpy
use it, to get through shit
so could you , you could be free
im glad that you found me
you choice if you proceed to battle me
slaugher you like a cow, mix you in with the beef
feed it to all your friends, feed my enemeys
will smile when i get you to bleed
im a stike you down, like lighting strikeing the ground
fight you on the battleground
what goes around comes around
what goes up, must come down
every round is shot in the air
bullets falling, everywhere
think you can bother me?
dont really care? aint really scared
so try me,
 
deadly with the thoughts in my mind
if i give them to you, you would die
thats straight facts, aint no lie
im the devil, in desguise ,
look me into my eyes
The devil never lies
fell from the top im still fallin
aint see the bottom
aiint no one callin
does anyone remember me?
always a friend, never the enemy
here if you need, but why?
why dont you talk to me?
for fucks sakes you guys grew up with me?
guess il do this shit on my own,
thought we were family?
had your back, but you just left me to bleed
its kinda hard to believe, but the sad truth
if i died, you would cry, say rest peace to me
like you actually talk to me, come to my funeral
remember me, the reality nobody cares
until your gone, when its to late, but i dont care
i will make this into a song, point my fingers at you
you guys are all wrong, about me,
go ahead mother fuckers doubt me, fuck you
you see you are dead to me
and if you die, promise i wont shed a tear,
wont even cry, when one of you die,
just making it clear, so you can see
when you try to get back to me
your already dead
your in the grave homie
rest in peace.
 
 
 
where they cannot see me
i like the darkness,
it makes it easy
 
let out the pain
, in your words,
i know that you hurt
covered in the dirt,
buried alive, barley alive,
some how you survived,
but you have died
in your own mind
pain you feel,
hard to describe,
never will be satisfied,
just step on a landmine
deep inside , paralized
you ask god, why, me, why,
no reply,
just the echo, in the distance
reflecting back to you
feelings of nothing, just empty
nobody can hear you
somebody , anybody
help MEEE , I WANT I WANT want to be
who i was ment to be im trapped in this cage
, the devil threw out the key
gotta move on and flip the page
and be me, set out who i need to be
the wounds i have still bleed
killing me, cannot breath
feels like a mountain is on top of me
crushing me, im so lost, like im lost at sea
all alone, nobody to save me
miss the feeling, you gave me,
when you held me, all is lost but these memories
still remain
its hard to get through this day, as i fade away into this grey
as i fall, when i hit the bottem, just want to make some waves
maybe just a little splash, walking the line, im johnny cash
life going by just to fast, i need to take a grasp of it
lifes outta control, crazy to think that i can hande it
im just fooling myself, i need to go get some help
living in this hell, lie to myself i will be okay
next day im back digging this hole to my grave
 
only one in this parade
its starting to turn grey
its starts to rain, its okay
its okay to feel not okay,
wanted to die
to make it go away
wanted to die,
reached for the blade,
wanted to die,
pretended to be okay
wanted to die,
Why couldnt you stay?
wanted to die
Devastated when you passed away
and to my Sis i never met
you didnt deserve death
All i got is pictures
beautiful,it takes my breath
like to Imagine how if you never died
would it be different , or be the same?
right nowjust going through memory lane
so many thoughts and words and pain
inside my brain everytime i loook into a mirror
i see, she kinda looks like me
in pictures i see , her smile was perfect
always happy, future was bleak
wish i could go back, push her off the street
so she could live, i would die, she deserves to be alive
not me, so i get high to numb this shit
you will never understand it, like to imagine
how life would be like with you around?
if you survived , you were like 5,
riding around on your bike
that car was just to fast ,
you couldnt see it, hit face first
instantly bleeding, dead before you hit the ground
thats when soul went to the clouds, you soul was leaving
your in heaven now, hoping you can see me, im griving now
everytime i think of you, iwunna join you in the clouds
i hope that you are proud me, right now
life is filled darkness , rain, black clouds
but the darkness and rain
makes us who we are today
you left this world
gave me my strength
to live today, i do this for you
i hope you can hear me
when i say i love you
this is the truth , sometimes the truth hurts to the roots
like pulling out a tooth, pain is no exscuse to slack to
use that pain, like jet fuel use it in your raps
use it to motiviate you to attack,
demons on my back, wishing you could come back
 
 
 
lately i need some help,
there is dark cloud
just darkness inside of me

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Talapino
Member since May 9 2015

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