failure

you are a failure

why does jay trust you, don't know, neither do I, you used to have a best friend but you couldn't even save her

I mean, you were supposed to be Rachel's goddamn savior

but you couldn't even do that right and when it comes to society you're just a fucking danger

you're destined to fail, it's in your nature

and back to Rachel, where were you when they did their best break her

you were nowhere to be found, and that gave her the chance to pick up a gun and spread her brains all over the wallpaper

you were supposed to be her best friend but I guess you were nothing but a faker

now how do you spend your, you lock bathroom and cut yourself with a razor

and ever since that day

you've felt nothing but pain

jay gave you her heart, but the last 2 relationships you couldn't maintain

so give me one reason why the fuck this time won't be the same

I'm sorry, not trying to be mean but you've been broken so many times that only so many pieces of your heart sill remain

you act happy every day for her sake, but it's driving you insane

doesn't want her family to know about you just yet, so she calls you Bruce Wayne

you want her to be happy so you don't complain

you do so much to make sure she is happy, the one feeling you can never regain

maybe the easiest way to make her happy is by pulling a Kurt Cobain

hold up give me a break, all this thinking is giving me a fucking migraine

you say you're a rapper but you're not, what you are is a stain

yeah that's right, your nothing more than a stain on a wall of great names

your a failure maybe that explains why every single word you say violates every rule in the book and that when it comes to your future, a rapper is something you never became

I wish you didn't disappoint me

but then again you are me

rap is our only relationship, we'er done with you rap, so now its time to blow out the flame

im the reason that this happened, im the one to blame

its something that i just couldn't tame

i brought shame to the rap game

so i guess thats one less person of thousands that still remain

its time to end my pain

im insane

its hard to explain

i put the gun to my head

think about rachel, think about how i wish it was me instead

i wish it was me who was dead

look at the gun in my hand, put back to the side of my head

pull the trigger and paint walls red