suicidal state of mind

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I wish I could just end my life
just walk through the gates and enter the afterlife
but Aj says I need to do my best to try and survive
every now and then those suicidal thoughts jump out and yell surprise
im not very good at trying to apologize
and im not that very skilled in goodbyes
but what I am good at is having to realize that what im doing to myself is really unwise
I wish I could say something to help you realize that this goddamn life I live isn't exactly paradise
there's a lot of shit you gotta be willing to sacrifice
some people say this depressing image is just a disguise
but why the fuck would I want to be the cause of my own demise
sometimes I think that cutting myself every once in a while might feel nice
but then again all this shit in my mind is just apart of my suicidal state of mind
yeah all this shit in my mind is just apart of my suicidal state of mind
yeah my suicidal state of mind
my mind is designed to where I think about suicide so much that it leaves me sleep deprived
so far my mind is just as it has been described
how far you get, it all depends on how much you grind
I am a disgrace to the human race
im still working to find my place
sometimes when I feel alone I lock the doors and slit my wrist, while tears stream down my face
maybe someday I can feel that nice warm sensation of someone holding me in an embrace
my life is a maze
ive been lost for days
then again all this shit in my mind is just apart of my suicidal state of mind
yeah all this shit in my mind is just apart of my suicidal state of mind
yeah my suicidal state of mind

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DarcHaeven
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