happy i guess

if, i was a kid

i'll identify as

ike mumbling

and i guess

ill try to relive

some time , some fib, some lie, some play, some cry, someway

 

if i could talk how i wanted to,

i could say aint and yall

i could play fight or brawl

easy, i was kinda tall

 

no syllables no rhyme scheme,

no screen play, no hype beats,

no time sheet, just a principal

and a dice piece, and it had 10 million sides

and whichever way i rolled the dice or folded cards

id hold it hard and showed the ice,

beneath the water and screams

could be from recess or a scraped knee

now aint nobody tryna face me

unless the word me was the word time

now everybody trynda race me

everybody trynda save me

everybody tryna waste me

but the prior statements take me

 

back, back to the way it was

back to the faded bus

back to the greatest lunch

now only dinners ahead,

and ill eat until my stomach full

wont be room for dessert

now my tummy hurt,

mom, i gota run to her

 

now im lying under her

aint no birds or bees

aint shit hurt to me

centuries, till i was born

feel like midas son

aint shit hurt to me

burn memories like 3rd degree

turn all the evergreens and precursories

back, back to the way it was

(back) back to the little cups

back to the fear at night

back to the words that worked

none of this other shit

none of this other shit

back to the way things were

none of this other shit

now im making fun of it

now things gotta be cringe

now things gotta be woke

how can a phrase offend

how do you rape a friend

and i guess thats all we are

apes and words and cars

math and jocks and goths

numbers and names of jobs

how about jack me off

cause i dont want none of this shit

back to the way things were

none of this other shit

back to the words that worked

none of this other shit

none of this other shit

now im making fun of it

none of this other shit

none of this other shit

none of this other shit man

(fade away)