Letter to myself ft.Emilia
• Written by Nicolo
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Lyrics:
Nicolo's Notes
Hey everybody; I haven't been on in a while but definitely still active.
This song is a testament to my past addiction and the conversation is between who I want to be; and who I once was.
My sister and I. Enjoy!
[Pre-Chorus]
We always been so opposite
You're negative - I'm positive
You're never gonna change- its obvious
You wanna leave us drained
I just wanna live
I live to please - but live to die
Self esteem - I need a seminar
I seem to lean towards promethazine
When getting outta bed just seems to hard
[Chorus] x2
(Ay Ay Ay - Yola!)
That's the way it goes (It goes)
Numbing up my system with that coca in my nose
[Verse]
Yeah that was the mindset
I spent so much time and dimes on the finest white
You couldn't find me
I was out vibing almost every single night
But then finally
My wife said you better go an change your ways
I said "Why babe?"
Cause we have a daughter on the way
Even though my nose clean and I cleaned up my act
I don't really miss the nosebleeds
I miss the little bags
I've been working on my self-esteem
Lets not talk about that
One thing's for sure though
I'm never going back
[Chorus]
(Ay Ay Ay - Yola!)
That's the way it goes (It goes)
Numbing up my system with that coca in my nose
[Outro]
My baby needs me now
Now more than ever
I'm speaking out
To my past endeavours
To live for the now
Doesnt last forever
Right here right now
I'll change for the better
