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I feel like I'm never enough
So angry can't trust my pain is a must
Prison of my mind it's not kind
A prima dona gotta make drama
Yeah? I'm gonna scream make a scene
It's all in my head believe her instead
I'm so fed up and you won't stop
Fuck say you care but handed me the knife
May as well said don't think twice
Cause you pushed me to this you never miss
What feeling sorry? Lost your damn story?
'Bout how you made me who I am
Not part of your plan drop the act and show
Cause I'm not foolish not selfish I know
You're dirty little secret I won't keep it
You like to control I go with the flow
I needa find familiar ground
Cause I feel so down
Like I'm wandering everything's on repeat
Knock you right off your feet
What's the point? I try you don't notice I wrote this
Shoving it in your face you put me in my place
Yeah..so low with every blow
I wonder why don't I die?
You always lie and I won't cry
Been so long I've been strong through these wrongs
And I'm numb it's so damn dumb
I thought I could be something
Woulda settled for anything
Just didn't wanna be nothing
Now I'm just a busy dreamer
It makes me dizzy it may seem her
Crazy ideas in her head won't go no where
But instead she's not there
In the crowd not speaking aloud
On the sidelines stuck in confines
You built for her should could have sworn her
Her place was in the background  it's a fact now
Can be proven she's moving
She's suing she's doing
What you said is tough told her she's not enough
Filled her mind with doubts but she found other routes
Survival fight or flight
She always chose fight yeah taught her right
Can't take her honor you always on her for being perfect
She says mamma it's not worth it
You agree but you expect it
And she never understood
Could render you speechless with words she said
She was never worthless but how could she miss what she never had
I bet your feeling so bad you expected rejected something she couldn't be
She said that ain't me you said that it is but you never miss
Hit your mark you'd always start
Have a heart to heart when she was weak
People called her meek thought she was broken couldn't speak
But she was just afraid cause you made
Her into a coward and you can't have her
She belongs to the best always passed their test
Finally she lays down to rest
Her weary head and these words she's read
When her mind said patient you will face it
Made her a fighter you hold her tighter
Don't wanna lose that light but she might
Not be there tomorrow will you follow?
The same cycle and be suicidal
Cause you'll miss her she missed shelter
From the storm got her to squirm
When their eyes met hers cause life is theirs
It's not her own she's feeling alone
As you sit on your throne
A peasant it's not pleasant
But she survives and she arrives at her castle
They don't find her a hassle for once
All these months got her looking before
What for? Why'd you do this? You never miss, do ya?
I fooled ya all those years cured your fears
Now you can't recognize her and she won't apologize for
Trying to be more
Great it was fate she struggled
Never gave her what she can't handle
No one can hold a candle to the fire inside
All this hatred may reside within these walls
And there's blood in these halls
The ones in her mind shoulda been kind
Now her brains splattered bet it mattered
After the fact all that she did lack
Did you change? Agh!
Let's make an exchange
Her death for freedom
That's truth won't meet 'em
All the voices in her head make her wonder why instead
That she's not dead
Yeah, yet. Yeah yeah, yeah I bet.
You never met anybody who couldn't break make them fake
Until you met her yet you bet her
Future was going down the drain She was drowning in her pain
Nothing left to gain she thought
If she fought to prove herself
High on the shelf she had to move
Pretty little toy never been opened
You would go destroy her hoping
Held her back she made a pact
Overdose heart attack or freedom bring it back
The fight the light
Seems so right don't it? They told her own it
Your pain before it makes you insane
Don't need the fame cause life's a game
Of chess such a mess
Wrong choice lost voice
Came with a cost every move and she couldn't prove
Her worth this is her turf
The stage it's her age
Here to blow you away come on stay
Enjoy the show! What you didn't know?
That she speaks truth? That's she fucking ruth-ruthless
Uh she's not worthless
Is faithful to music is grateful to do this
Without you she made it through
Does it sting? Gimme a ring!
A chance to brag go on and tag
Your name to the end of her accomplishment
Cause you sent her to hell but baby girl don't tell!
Don't want them think you're strange
She threw up in the sink thinking beauty's out of range
Yeah..did you change?
She changed

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