I can Change

Hook:

 

No one knows what goes on up inside of my head,

There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread,

But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands,

I can change my plans, I can change my plans.

 

Verse 1:

 

Ya, i've always liked to be the kid that, solved everybody's problems,

and then i learned it the hard way, once I hit rock bottom,

That shit ate me up until I put on a mask and didn't give a fuck,

or pretended that I didn't but it really started to test my luck,

So at first I started sinking but I finally started thinking,

That maybe there's a way out i'm not talking about drinking,

Nah i'm afraid to live that life after losing my grandad,

I may have never met the dude but don't think that I don't see flashbacks,

Cuz he's not the only one there's other family members too,

Sometimes I really wish that they'd just set down the booze,

But it's none of my business there gonna do what they do,

But it's because of shit like this that i'm not closer to you,

So I was forced to move on but I don't worry it helps me,

I don't need this extra weight it feels like i've been set free,

I don't need your respect cuz I know you'll never except me,

But now i'm lost in my thoughts you won't get it just trust me,

 

Hook:

 

Verse 2:

Look at me, the kid who hides in the corner

The voice inside his head, causing him great torture

He just wants to die or be happy, maybe the former

Silent all the time but he wants to be a performer

Scared of people, but he wants to make them smile

That’s something he hasn’t done in quite a while

He would do anything to make someone happy, go the extra mile

He shoves down his emotions, he’s in denial

That maybe he needs help, he bottles up all the tears

He hides away from everyone, scared of all his peers

So self conscious, he’s his own biggest fear

Pushing away all the people he holds dear

But when he’s broken, he still holds on to hope

He can see the light, through all the smoke

He has a cure, music is his antidote

Bettering himself, with everything he has wrote