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Verse:
I'm a man who hides. A man who always seems to get lost in the tides.
A man who doesn't want to talk to anyone. Matter of fact, a man who doesn't want to be anyone
Leave me alone please, just leave me alone to my music or I swear I'll lose it.
Because its the only time when I don't regret waking up. Trust me, I didn't just make this up
Everyday I dread the next few hours of failed attempts at socializing
and I end up in a panic, turning to the Xanax.
All fueled by the constant remembrance of how different I truly am.
and not the type of different where everyone's different.
but the type of different where you just become an outcast.
An outcast to yourself if not one to society. Not to mention you lost your sobriety
Overweight, annoying, stupid, unfunny, countless adjectives used by
you on yourself to make sure you don't leave your caste in society.
As I write this just know I'm losing my grasp on my own damn sanity.
That's who I am, that's who I've always been, a man with no fucking vanity
and honestly no matter how many times I've cried, I don't think I can change even if I tried
I'm hopeless for happiness. I'm broken, and full of sappiness
 
Hook:
So tell me, how have I changed?
please show me the range on how I have changed.
You knew me for a year but I so totally changed and then only two months
apart and I've so totally changed?, fuck you. if you think i'm deranged.
 
Verse:
I'm a man who smiles, a man who's happy after such a long while
I broke numerous of my social stigmas, and became the local enigma
through gym session after session, I fought through my depression
Down 80 pounds and I finally feel accepted. Accepted by my friends,
my peers and most importantly, accepted by myself.
Hopeless for happiness I said, and while it's still true.
I can still feel happy even after being blue.
It's normal to feel depressed, it's normal to get mad, and it's normal to feel alone.
Just make sure you can always find your way back home.
Home is where the heart is right? So I guess I have a million little homes
scattered up and down across this town, but that's ok, broken hearts are ok.
You see because once your heart is broken, you can use it as a token and rebuild it as you want.
That's what I did, I rebuilt myself as someone who I wanted to be,
through music as my form of tranquility I found who I wanted to be and
became that. I've changed. Or in other words: I've upgraded. And I don't give a fuck if I'm hated
 
Pre-Hook:
"You Changed"
Well of course I did, look what you did to me. I miss who I used to be,
but I guess this is who I am, so you better get used to me
 
Hook:
You knew me for a year and I totally changed, spent two months apart and
I totally changed.
You knew me for a year and I totally changed, spent two months apart and
I totally changed.

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