4:37 in the a.m............not e...
• Written by BELLVADEAR
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BELLVADEAR's Notes
Not sure how I got this from this song but it's how I's feeling ya hear me?
I really have no idea why people even follow me,
I hate micro management, the spotlight, and society,
so dumb to be a Shakespeare but blackout my emotion,
but wanna love so deep, I got it, but for some reason, I'm still broken?
Couldn't write myself a heart full, heart felt tale,
about a lonely girl who could kiss hearts well,
just searched for the reply I would give to myself,
thought I found it once before, now that book sits on the shelf,
fuck players and games, it all ends the same,
feeling cheated and lame, wanna blow out my brains,
got members of society still to raise,
can't forget about them ,just cuz I have a bad day,
suicide, that's selfish, I feel helpless, like a sea urchin out of it's shell,
a lost fish, in the sea, swimming around,got caught in the seaweed,
If I could write anything I'd write them this,
are you looking inside or outside the abyss?