I Wish
• Written by Lucidus
Lucidus's Notes
This song is about my wishes I want good and bad my life experiences good and bad and what I want as a teen dreaming and a teen going through hard shit in his life
I wish I didn't I feel like a piece of shit
I wish I'd have a very good relationship
I wish everybody just shut their lips and stop being a prick
I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish
Loss moments in the time
Now I like to rhyme
I can't leave this behind
Like my pass girl I did when I nine
But that's loss in the time
I came here to find
My wishes that I cannot deny
This pain in my chest just wanna make me cry
I wish that I didn't have to live this life
But this life so just bring me a knife
That's my wish I wanna fucking die
I don't have to lie I don't have the time
I'm prying my feelings I don't want to be shy
I fucking wish I wasn't shy
But this notepad is making scream to night
It's making me wanna vibe out
And scream and die
I wish I could scream so fucking loud
And tell everyone suck a dick who doubted me now
But I always vowed not to say it loud
I wish I could dive in a crowd and be real proud
That I made it by the sounds
And everybody rapping so loud I can't hear myself
That'll be the days I'll live without
Responsibilities but can't you see I fuck up relationships like my route
I wish I didn't feel like a piece of shit
I wish I'd have a very good relationship
I wish everybody just shut their lip and stop being a prick
But this is my life and I like to talk about this
But this is my life and I like to talk about this
I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish (2x)
I wish I was me
I wish everybody just leave me alone so I could rap to these beats
I can feel it in my sleep when I'm rapping in the streets
I will happily be the guy who rap till he died
I wish i could commit suicide
Not a single love in the world
But this pad that I curl
Is the only love in this world
I wish I'm not my dad
I don't want to hurt her too bad
Where she can't stand up and do a twirl
But why in tarnation am I thinking about a girl
I really want this music I'll be abandoning my pad
I wish I could rap
Cause this is not that
This is just words that make you feel bad
These are the words I describe when I'm sad
And depress that my life is a mess
Like girl late for work she gotta get dress
This is garbage worst then ya trash
But don't come at me when I'm mad
I could fucking thrash your whole fucking career up put it in a sack
Set it on fire in a sec
I wish I could cut wrist
Every slit would be a fucking list
Of every person who have picked on me
Or how every person have crushed my dreams
But this is reality you can't fuck with this
This is something that'll fuck your bitch
Then give you a kiss when it's done and shit
Moral to the story I have my wish
They have these tricks
And I have my pen
I wish I didn't feel like a piece shit
I wish I'd have a very good relationship
I wish everybody would just shut their lip and stop being a prick
But this is my life and I like to talk about this
I wish I wish I wish
I wish I wish I wish
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Lucidus
Member since July 13 2017