Vapid Dreams

I just wanted to do this shit right

Never was all bark no bite

Thought my love could suffice

Until you left in my life

Shit hit me like a scythe

I need your wind, I’m a kite

Relying on you for a flight

Do I love you? I just might

Hitting my vape through the night

Vapid dreams just surround me like the air

Why should I care, I have my hair, back

Why should I cry for you, I never lacked

Don’t care what they say, I never blacked (out)

And baby I, I never backed away from you

If I could choose a color I’d say blue

If only I knew you would have me acting the fool

Sabotaged my reputation just to lay up with you

Sleeping in all day if only I had a clue

i just wish I took a moment to look in your eyes

Then maybe I would double back and be freed from your lies

Or maybe I was simply something that you could of replaced

It was like a blank stare and I couldn’t relate

See I was popping shit, more than an earthquake

Having vapid dreams, can’t afford heartbreaks

I always been the top never needed validation

You were in the spot, now we losing the plot

I should of never got with you, you played on my top

I should of never ran away or yelled at the cop

He was just tryna help me but I had to defend

I knew what you were doing I just had to pretend

Vapid dreams just surround me like the air

Why should I care, I have my hair, back

Why should I cry for you, I never lacked

Don’t care what they say, I never blacked (out)

And baby I, I never backed away from you