Resurrected

 

back from what I thought was the inevitable, its definitely feeling reputable

Im not feeling so charitable, so back up because y'all ain't the one facing the struggle

I'm trying to stay positive and give myself a chance to make a miracle

yet I'm so fucking stereotypical, I need to find my cynical ways to reach my pinnacle

honestly, I don't even know what the fuck I be saying half the time

I just think of words that work and pray they rhyme, evidence or not

I don't think much about a plot, I'm just trying to pot these memories to give me my best shot

I got a few bullets but I don't know if I'm willing to take them and some peoples life

what if they got a wife, what if they already struggling and they cant strife

so maybe I'll drive away and take a swan dive off of the golden gate

I can't negate the factor of that I am deleterious, I'm a sadistic fucker

I feel off the pain of the kids who hunger, aren't I a wonder? Im bring thunder

to the younger culture who needs to feel some love or maybe just need a worthy enough mother

but I ain't that to people, so lets just stick to me being your brother

 

 

I feel renewed, I feel revived, I'm resurrected, the shit I pushed got tested, now I'm arrested

was that a good method or should I make it temperate, I'm tired of feeling desperate, I'm out of credit

I did some things not even me expected, I got rejected and lost the respected opinions of my loved ones

guess that's life being resurrected, resurrected, I felt tempted to build my credit, I'm infected

 

 

I think, in all the quietness I have, I'm stuck behind the guilt

I was built on the script and I'm never supposed to go off of it

but here it is, i never claimed I was good or legit, I just went with it

I just took the fucking throne and kept it like a rabbit, Im worried about when Im going to be in my casket

I'm not no easter bunny with a nice old basket, I built myself off of a habit

that was don't swing the rachet unless you wanna spend 10-50 years in jail

I don't got enough to pay for that big of a bail, here's a quick tale

is it true when you inhale, you could be inhaling toxins like COVID and shit?

well heres my truth, shut the fuck up with all these biased lies

all of your suppliers both know and recognize your lies, those cries

are the only thing keeping your disguise, im on my demise type

I never understood the hype, can it all be nice for the vibe

because inside all of this light, lays a kid who almost died with a bullet in his thing, goodnight