foreign.whip
• Written by LyricalX
Pull up in a Foreign, pull up in a whip
Wake up the mornin', feelin' like shit
Nothin' is important, not even friendship
Life just gets so borin', sometimes I wan' skip
Pull up in a Wraith, yeah, pull up in a whip
Can't look at my face, yeah, I guess this is it
I'm a damn disgrace, yeah, so I'll sip and I'll sip
'Cause I feel like a mistake, yeah, in the abyss
'Cause this just might be my misfortune, here's a portion
Bitch, I'm in the foreign, she do this shit, extortion
Maybe mama shoulda got an abortion, yeah
In my coffin, who is walkin'? Who be talkin'?
Sellin' my heart at an auction, had to take caution
Silence ain't an option, I keep pill poppin'
Know mama watchin', I was kickin' rocks in
She wan' beat my face in, I hate this, body droppin'
When we zoom in, what we doin'
Kept on cruisin', don't wanna lose this, ayy
'Cause, why'd I do this? So like, screw this
Said, ayy, screw it, uh, I guess I won't get through this
Can't get through my bed, don't know what I'm doin' yet
I play the clarinet, smoke a cigarette, go take my meds
And the rumors spread, I feel so much dread
So fuck my rep, I'll eat all this lead
High lead levels, soon enough, I be dead
Sometimes I regret, uh, wakin' up in cold sweats
I still remember yo' texts, can we put this on hold yet?
Baby, this a cold death, shit, yeah, this is gettin' old, yeah-yeah
I come back in bold, yeah, one wrong step and you dead
3 to the head, 3 to the chest, no vest
Bitches don't care if you 9 or 10
They don't care if you a kid in the damn playpen
Guns everywhere, gun violence in my fucking head
You can hear the gun sounds even in yo' own home
Shots to his own dome, he ain't pickin' up his own phone
Nobody safe in this neighborhood, yeah
Goddamn, you gotta stay strapped
And if I don't know you, lil' bitch, better stay back
Cash on me, lil' bitch, in your own house, you ain't safe
In your own room, you're a slave, ayy
And even if you still so brave
You'll die one day like that boy named Dave, yeah
Gun sounds everywhere, it's yo' grave
My heart I gave, can I be saved? Mama told me, "Behave"
Fuck my lungs up, dance like rave, put gun in microwave
Fucked up, life's so unsafe, suicidal thoughts, my mind's a cave
I cave in, the pain comes in waves, yeah
And goddamn, you got my name engraved
On yo' arm and yo' fuckin' waist
I know that this ain't what we wanted, got me dazed
Spaced out, leave hoes amazed, memories erased
Mama was a saint, sleep paralysis, haste
I can't take this, got the toothpaste
But life still unsafe, hoes act based
These demons I've faced (my entire life) drugs got laced
Wit' fentanyl, hoes try to sell ya drugs, it don't taste
(Good) good, so stay the fuck away, ayy
And I know that the way we was raised
Was wrong, terrible, terrifyin' on every level
I acknowledge that hoes was fuckin' wit' my mental
It's horrifyin' how even yo' friends can be the devil
It's horrible and scary that guns could be pointed to yo' temple
When you sleep, you ain't safe, you ain't even fuckin' special
Yo' parents die one way or another, foot on the pedal
Rebels never settle, they ain't gentle
Blowin' steam off like tea in a kettle, ayy
Barrel of a gun pointed to yo' face wit' potential
To kill yo' ass and erase any successful
Potential you had in ya, even pencils
Can be weapons in this neighborhood, pencils made outta metal
Straight to the eye, suicide, instrumental
Temperamental, dance with the devil, be careful
Hoes'll kill your ass in general, several
Times hoes got verbal, hot like a thermal
Blood on my journal, I'm smokin' herbal
I run 'round in circles, blood lookin' really purple
Hoes fertile, call up Colonel, words so hurtful
In my shell like a turtle, hurdle, fuck me up, internal
External pain universal, my funeral for eternal
Wonderful how you fuck me up, commercials
She want me dead, yeah, goddamn, hoes act powerful
You know it's painful, hoes ungrateful
Hoes tryna fuck up everyone's facials, unable
To get away from the fatal reality that there are no angels
This neighborhood is unstable wit' they insanity fabkles
We ain't stable, we so damn rageful and hateful
Steps predatory, women here ain't even graceful
E'eryone want you dead, they'll unplug yo' cables
And I swear to God, hoes never stay faithful
It's hard to find real love in this place due to the labels
The finality of this shit is laid out on the table
'Cause hoes'll kill you faster than it bein' fatal
'Cause, yeah, mama's put babies in they cradles
But the next day some of 'em pass away and fade away, here lies April
Shit, goddamn, hoes are able to bring racial
Shit into they arguments, it's crazy, yeah
Pull up in a Foreign, pull up in a whip
My views are distorted, cannot fix it
Gotta re-record it, 'cause she is just a bitch
Life is fucking horrid, torrid, sometimes my grave I dig
Pull up in a Wraith, yeah, pull up in a whip
Mama always say, yeah, "I don't do relationships"
Knowin' I ain't okay, yeah, I'll never fuckin' win
'Cause I feel like this every day, yeah, and my demons just grin, yeah
Fuck you on? Yeah, fuck you on? Yeah