Regrets

I have some regrets I wish I could change

it’s like I sold my soul away

cause Satan went and took you away

I tried my best to make you stay

im not enough and that’s okay

you know I loved you and the love that you gave

that’s just means you dident feel the same

170’s days I loved you babe

 

I didn’t want sex, yeah I didn’t want nudes, I wanted you for you

can we see it thru, cause I need you, and you need me

remember our dreams of our family

we all sin and that just how it be

through out my life no one expected me for me

your love was my drug that help me mentally

one hit from from your love and I’m addictied instantly

struggling from your withdrawals effecting me physically

can’t even wake up but I do difficulty

tryin to stay strong but I’m mentally

drained

looking through our pictures they don’t feel the same

nor do my brain

remembering all the time and the memories we made

I was looking at my past that road I won’t take

when I was looking at the future that I thought we paved

now I’m looking in the present knowing I’ll never see those days

 

10% drugs

30% shame

50% gone

70% drained

90% afraid

95% insane

don’t know what I have become

I have lost my way

 

10% drugs

30% shame

50% gone

70% drained

90% afraid

95% insane

don’t know what I have become

I have lost my way

 

10% drugs

30% shame

50% gone

70% drained

90% afraid

95% insane

don’t know what I have become

I have lost my way

 

100% missies you and hates the regrets I’ve made

praying to god hoping that you would stay

the real issue was that you dident communicate

now I feel betrayed you just inmature for the love I gave

and you broke that promise that you said you’re never brake

then you move on with life like and act like everything okey

you have dug a grave that you never thought you made

but it ain’t

I gave you all I had and you layed me in that grave

I change the way I lived just to appreciate you babe

yeah I change cause with out you in my life its strange

you have broken me to a point you now can’t change

and know I would do anything to get back those days

you know I would die for you but did you feel the same

my mind in this train flooded with all this rain

to much pain thinking about jumping off this plane i want you too now how deep the scares you made

I am not okey