Stop #4 (Prod. Ryini Beats)

[Verse 1] 0:27

my tears they fall invisible, I'm falling, individual

a constant state of constant madness

you can take my brain, yeah you can have it

fabricated contemplation

it's an outside frustration

that warping my reality

I'm pseudo happy, smiling

which one is mine which one is yours

which one is claiming to ignore

I grab a knife once more

i cut my wrist like "fuck this shit"

you can hear the blood as it goes drip drip

maybe i should stop

Maybe call it quits

i hear the slipknot's call

Maybe I should end It all

a song so sweet, now next is death, the next one i should meet

see my defeat, i want relief

tell me what the fuck should I believe

is this a life where i belong

I kill myself in every song

but nothing's wrong

it's all okay

watching me waking yet another day

I hear the words "give up the fight"

I look around nothing in sight

i hate when i begin to feel

yeah, i got issues, what is real?

I'm twisting up my meal

open up a tab, building up my bill

Im taking shots of my regret

with how i feel that's all that's next

I'm a disappointment, that's I'm showing

I'm doing wrong, I'm comatosing

overloading, I'm in a stasis

rip this mask right off my faces

What's the basis why I'm misbehaving

I say goodbye, but no one's waving

emotions going every single way

that's every single day but anyway

they say that yesterday

Is not today

Will tomorrow call

My mind goes blank, i thinking bad

Still can't walk straight

Fell for a feint

Just another mistake

Can I ever get right?

Maybe it's too late?

Maybe tempting fate?

Try to generate

But I hesitate

 

[Verse 2] 1:50

i wanna go back to when i first went wrong

But the past is gone, too bad, so long

Did I pay the cost or life I owe you?

Time passes by but much slower

standing still, but still bulldozer

ran me flat, yeah, ran me over

is life a game? there's no controller

no take backs, there's no do overs

trying not to feel

i can never tell what's real

this getting too surreal

can tell me what's deal

in my head they kill

yeah, they're killing me slow

still i don't know

which or where that I should go

the direction of the flow

I'm getting caught

in the undertow

i just have to end up somewhere though