worthless dispointment

went through a lot in the past, I'm ok right now:) (START:) I put my heart on

display like a timebomb its ticking away I might blow up and smuther your

face suffocated by the walls surrounding my fate lay me six feet under

in my own graaave.. Barely being able to bare my own skin feels like its

eating meeee FROM within

 

should have known it was just a ploy showing me I was a

toy cause I'm a worthless disappointment and i don't

bring joy that is worth it now I'm walking razor wire to find the boy

that was lost in the fire but that was so long ago now I'm trapped by your

shadow

 

it's cutting deeper than any kind of knife send me straight

into the light and now I'm on the floor begging you to cut the cord

CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE DONE PLAYING TUG OF WAR DONE

HIDEING BEHIND THE DOOR WHO DID YOU EVEN CARE FOOOR

just take a gun to my head pull the trigger I'm dead turn the floor the cherry

red just wanna lay innnn my beeed.....don't wannnna take my meeeeds ...

 

always feeling numb don't know what I've become feelings turned to crumbs

bleeding from my gums...room is spinning round take a hit pass it down

thrown to the ground .. now its in my head I can't shut it out it's just a mental

drought wasted and worn-out feeling like i should take a new route take a

new route

 

should have known it was just a ploy showing me I was a

toy cause I'm a worthless disappointment and I don't

bring joy that is worth it

 

tears wash my pain going a little insane,

replaying thoughts in my brain just an object in a game

consciousness deranged ponder every day locked up in these chains

telling me will it change anyday, mapping out our fate watching love go to

hate wash away and evaporate your to late the path i have to take is

filled with sorrow and hate my palms are starting to shake they say

I gotta refrain from all the drugs in this place but I can't stomach the

pain watching my skin touch the blade