DARK INSIDE

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“Look, in order to have a healthy relationship there are times you need to come clean,” -My therapist 2016-2021

//Chorus//
This is what I’ve tried to hide,
But when you look at me my inside cry,
I want you to know I’m not dead inside,
Before I say this let me swallow my pride,
But my soul... it’s dark inside,
 
//Verse 1//
I’m sorry i regret to inform you, I’m so dark it’s a paranormal room,
Pull my soul out of its tomb, don’t worry it’s been like this since I was in the womb,
I’m really tired and I’m always angry, I’m not sure how you don’t positively hate me,
I’m trying so hard to keep it all together, but it’s when I think too much, that’s when my head hurts,
Throat so dry you could call it a desert, honestly I don’t even care about self care,
I’ve been floating around totally unaware, I’m sorry if I hurt you, I was just...
Well it’s hard to explain, I’m not getting any personal gain, deep in m6 stupid brain,
It’s not the same, it’s sociopathic, I hope you don’t think I’m being dramatic,
Last week I stopped feeling emotions and well now I’m going through the motions,
 
//Chorus//
This is what I’ve tried to hide,
But when you look at me my inside cry,
I want you to know I’m not dead inside,
Before I say this let me swallow my pride,
But my soul... it’s dark inside,
 
//Verse 2//
I’m hurting and I’m dark inside, my insides cry and I always want to die,
No matter how strong the pills are, happiness is always SO far, I just want it in reach,
But, it keeps escaping me, right when it’s in my clutches, I accidentally clench my fists,
Then slips from me grip and the pain starts to drip, taking in like a tsunami,
I don’t understand but where will I be? Maybe I’ll die one day and just disappear,
Honestly feeling shear disappointment isn’t new this year, I’m done it’s no fun when I
have to run in the hot sun, I’m trying to escape the dark side and come into the light,
I’ve been building my relationship with Christ, Y’know the guy who “created” the human race,
The guy who made us a mess in the first place, if sin weren’t a thing would I be happy?
Eould I perfect? Even though we both know I don’t deserve it, I know I’m always just-
A crybaby and you’re probably sick of me, I know that but no one can help me,
I’m in too deep, and I’m so sorry
 
//Chorus//
This is what I’ve tried to hide,
But when you look at me my inside cry,
I want you to know I’m not dead inside,
Before I say this let me swallow my pride,
But my soul... it’s dark inside,

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