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Having doubts
- Hi, its been a couple of months now but shit aint getting easier,
- Thought i'd be over this by now, thought i'd be over ya,
- But girl you're never far away from my thoughts,
- Just like an astronaut. I feel like i'm lost in space,
- Got too much time on my plate and its just too hard to face,
- Thinking of you hitting it with another fella,
- Makes me want to spit shit out and bust it acapella,
- Crack open a can of stella and make time slip past quicker,
- There's no easy way to say this, without you around, i feel sicker,
- Like Hitler, without a racist agenda,
- I feel like going on a bender don't worry about the tender,
- I got enough of dough to pay for all of my homies,
- Just as long as I dont have to go back home lonely,
- I'm pleased, if im my own then I feel aggrieved,
- Like a philanthropist with no else left to free,
- I'll float in on the breeze like a sneaky motherfucker,
- I dont know if I realise that im still in love with her,
- Its a futile exercise coz she don't give a shit about me,
- She couldn't care less if I got stabbed in the street,
- Chopped off my feet, send the rest of my body down the stream,
- Wish i'd wake up from this dream, that things could be like the past,
- Truth is we grew up too fast, naive as it sounds,
- I thought we were gonna last,
- But your mind is set in plaster cast,
- It's not gonna change, and i dont know if i'll ever be the same,
- But I got a new set of brothers watching my back,
- Haven't known them long but I feel like they're the perfect cast,
- To the hilarious sitcom that is my fucking life,
- Just want a lady to chill with, i'm not asking for a wife,
- I know the strife I got to face compared to others is pitiful,
- Acting like whiny bitch, coz I feel like i've lost it all,
- But the truth is im more blessed than I ever could imagine,
- Got food, clothes and shelter and I still feel like hitting the flagon,
- Man im pathetic I should be roaring like a dragon,
- Half the world's population would kill to be in the position i'm in,
- Three meals a day and I don't need to take vitamins,
- But I guess the pain we all feel is relative,
- I've had a privileged life until now and I'm blessed with,
- Good health and some common sense, I don't need supplements,
- To fuel my psychological being,
- Writing rhymes helps me to be freeing,
- The feelings that i've got stuck within,
- I should feel like a king, but instead I feel like a slave,
- More depressed than Victor Meldrew from one foot in the grave.
- I just can't seem to make sense of it all and I really feel ashamed,
- I feel strange that ive got so much but still dont feel complete,
- I like to be discreet but sometimes I feel like i gotta share,
- My life with all of y'all because there's no one else there,
- Most of the times it just feels like im talking to myself,
- Regardless of what it feels like, I think its good for my health,
- To just spit something that's true and meaningful,
- If I didn't have this release, i'd just be taking a nose full,
- Of expensive drugs and shit, oh man i'd feel awful,
- Luckily I can just cut loose and bust it to all of you,
- I know my crew's got my back and that's so reassuring,
- Not sure how much more of this bs I can be enduring
- But as long as there's still some fight left in my soul.
- I'm not gonna quit til i've reached my goal,
- You seem like a big deal now and that's quite concerning,
- But I know my fire hasn't even started burning.
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