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How It Really Was
- Let me take a second and tell you how it really was,
- depression,recession,obession and a shitty boss,
- my teenage years were fucked up,
- and for the first time im a tell the story so dont judge,
- 16 and i wanted to kill myself,
- blade in my hand time flowed like sand and i was far away from wealth,
- weird taughts on my brain, some still remain,
- so insane, i tried to deal with them all in vein,
- the truth was i needed some help,
- with a shrink i felt the problem must be dealt,
- but i dwelt on it, listende to music and blocked it out,
- but it got harder to hide when the voice inside begin to shout,
- anxiety turned to anger anger to aggression,
- before long and writing raps was my new obession,
- day in day out the lyrics would flow,
- not know if today was my time to go,
- i taught about swallowing pills would be quick and lack the pain,
- stop the suffering and discomfort and try to take reign,
- i hated my stepfather, i still do,
- i mean who the fuck is you to tell me what to do,
- read a book study hard its what you need,
- its you can do in life if you want to succeed,
- i said fuck you and i packed a bag moved out,
- my momma in tears as i moved to my grandmothers house,
- HOOK
- because this is how it was,
- all alone in my head,rebel independant cause of some shit slim shady had said,
- he was my idol, fuck the bible so instead,
- i was suicdal, but by that man i was lead,
- sent to a shrink, didnt do shit,
- made me think i wanna end it quick because this is how it was
- VERSE 2
- bullied in school, noting new,
- this was shit i dealt with daily as i grew,
- had a group of friends stuck by my side,
- they were my shield and damn straight we wouldnt divide,
- i hated school till i realised english had poetry,
- so soulfully i had found something to with i could connect emotionally,
- spiritually ive always been kinda lost,
- music my life what i turn to in time i am fraught,
- i try to think why i just didnt do it,
- why am i here today writing this music,
- i really want to know just so i can tell you,
- but i dont have that answer and you know that is true,
- was it a mirracle saved by god or therapist?
- was i overeacting just being a pessimist,
- what held me back from slashing my wrist,
- i didnt have the fucking ball know you get the jist
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