LONELY GANG

Yeah, lonely gang (lonely gang)

You come back to me like a boomerang (boomerang)

Hope you know I'm doin' my thang (doin' my thang)

And my gun go bang (it go bang)

I just wanna hang, hang, hang

With my lonely gang, gang, gang

Silence our phones, phones, phones

And feel alone, alone, alone

I just wanna hang, hang, hang

With my lonely gang, gang, gang

We're in our zone, zone, zone

Sittin' on our thrones, thrones, thrones, oh!

 

Lookin' out the window at 9 o' clock

I feel so down bad, who just knocked?

And I miss my flock, especially the jocks

And I wanna feel good again, I miss that a lot

I open the door to see the pizza man delivering

And in the background, my family be bickering

And all I hear is so fucking triggering

Now there's a feeling that is lingering

And my skin is burning so badly

My dad is gettin' so nasty

And my mom is screaming so madly

It's insanity, it's hazards

I be rappin' all these words backwards

And I'm tired of all these bastards

Kill 'em all, I'm shattered

Type me in like a password

And baby, I'm battered and scattered

Blood plastered on my face

Blood splattered, skills mastered

I'm a hazard, a fucking disgrace

Nobody answered my questions

We have no connection

Another therapy session just to ease the tension

Stare at my reflection, dream of a different dimension

Then I pull up to my house with many aggression

I unlock the door and yell at my mom, "Should've used protection!"

Then my dad yells at me, tellin' me, "Go do your homework sections!"

And he ain't helpin' me, he meltin' me, causin' depression

Oh! Maybe one day it'll end my misery

Maybe one day I'll be merely history

And maybe someday I'll be a mystery

Hoping one day I get my victory

Oh, yeah, I wake up early

Thirsty as fuck, in a hurry

Tryna get onto the bus, but hoes did me dirty

And I go to school, at my bullies mercy

So, yeah, I'm tired of this journey

Bullies got me fucked up, they tryna hurt me

They burn me, and it concerns me

Woah!

 

Yeah, lonely gang (lonely gang)

You come back to me like a boomerang (boomerang)

Hope you know I'm doin' my thang (doin' my thang)

And my gun go bang (it go bang)

I just wanna hang, hang, hang

With my lonely gang, gang, gang

Feel so unknown-known-know-known

Feelings we haven't shown-shown-shown, oh!

I just wanna hang, hang, hang

With my lonely gang, gang, gang

Feeling so lone, lone, lone

So fucking prone, prone, prone

 

I want you by my side, you cause me butterflies

Why do I try to hide? I just wanna get high and fried

Smile ain't so wide ever since Ash died

And I've been tryin' my best, I tried, I tried

Lonely as fuck, got no more pride

Down to ride but nobody to ride with

Got my phone silenced, got my socials private

I know damn well hoes unlicensed

I get so violent when everyone's silent

I feel like I'm dying, who's down for riding?

Oh, right, nobody, 'cause everyone lying

I know y'all ain't busy, why you hiding?

At least I got my lonely gang, now we deciding

What's the best way to figuring out and finding?

What's the best way for writing and rhyming?

Oh, yeah, I can hear the rain and the lightning

Now I'm mountain climbing all by myself

And I'm fucking dying from shotgun shells

And when I was twelve, I was in multiple cells

Got sent to juvie with stories to tell

And I fucked up, does that ring any bells?

And I lucked up trying to be stealth

And nobody gives a shit 'bout my health

All they care about is my goddamn wealth

And I put myself on the shelf

And so many familiar smells

I'd rather be here and nowhere else

Get me out of my head, get me out of your spells

And I feel like this is Hell 'cause my soul I sell

And I did my best, so Ima scream and yell

I fucking fell, I ain't doin' well

Yeah, I took the W then the L

And I know I'm gone, so oh well

Welp, yelp, I just wanna be held

Have you felt what I felt?

Have you felt like you was gon' melt?

Damage dad dealt with the belt (belt)

I really need your help (help)

Oh...

 

Yeah, lonely gang (lonely gang)

You come back to me like a boomerang (boomerang)

Hope you know I'm doin' my thang (doin' my thang)

And my gun go bang (it go bang)

I just wanna hang, hang, hang

With my lonely gang, gang, gang

Eatin' ice cream cones, cones, cones

Feelin' all grown, grown, grown

I just wanna hang, hang, hang

With my lonely gang, gang, gang

Into the unknown, known, known

Shaken to the bones, bones, bones

 

Oh, there she went out of my head without payin' rent

100 percent time we spent messages we sent

Fucked up, I need to vent, so bent

You're hellbent on trying to kill me

Trying to drill me and thrill me

Oh answer me this, will he

Do what I used to do back when we was kids, fillies?

I tried my best to fulfill you and you tried your best to fulfill me

Say it one more time, yeah

You taste just like a lime, yeah

Is loving you a crime, yeah?

I was in my prime, yeah

I was spittin' rhymes, yeah

Mountains I would climb, yeah

And I'm.. I'm.. I'm.. I'm.. I'm

Tellin' you that you're a dime..

You won't come clean, you tryna get shit from me

You tryna outrun me, how you already done me

So fuck off, don't try to front me

Don't try to stunt me, don't try to stun me

Don't even try to gun me or shun me

So let's go, run from me, run from me

Oh, let's go, run from me, run from me

 

Yeah, lonely gang (lonely gang)

You come back to me like a boomerang (boomerang)

Hope you know I'm doin' my thang (doin' my thang)

And my gun go bang (it go bang)

I just wanna hang, hang, hang

With my lonely gang, gang, gang

Silence our phones, phones, phones

And feel alone, alone, alone

I just wanna hang, hang, hang

With my lonely gang, gang, gang

We're in our zone, zone, zone

Sittin' on our thrones, thrones, thrones, oh!