To My Ex (poem) PT 2

 

I lost myself when I lost you.

I went back into that spot I fought so hard because of you.

You broke my heart.

I know that you probably don't give a shit.

But ya know what?

I'm probably going to die soon.

 

Go to the funeral.

Don't.

Be sad.

Don't.

I don't care.

Just don't hurt someone as much as you hurt me.

 

 

You aren't the one that caused me to end up like this.

Please don't think that

You're just the one who made me go through with going down the path.

I'm still so in love with you.

I want to know why you left.

 

I'm sorry if I was annoying.

You weren't talking to me so I thought you were mad at me.

I only sent other people to talk to you for me so I could get answers.

You ghosted me.

It hurt.

 

 

It hurt like absolute hell.

I still think about you.

I don't want us to stop talking.

Not like last time.

I love you with my body heart and soul to death.

 

 

I even tried to be a better person for you.

I can't go back to who I was.

The day we broke up was the day I cried the most in years.

All day from second period to 10 ish at night.

I tried to end my life.

 

 

I love you.

I love you too much it's a problem.

I held back tears every time I saw you smile and be happy without me.

Its almost as if I meant nothing to you.

Like a dead plant.

It really hurt.

Bad.